It's Hard to Come by These Days

You and me

Together we were like everything

I am always what you wanted

You are always what I wanted

Every day was like a bright day

No matter what day the weather was

You light up my life

I felt like you are the only one for me

I may be wrong in some way

Defer to my own judgment

I trusted what I feel and what I do

But I was wrong

You got me blinded

I never saw who you really are

It's only sad for me to learn it the hard way

Cos' you never really care about what I feel

or what I think

or what I need

Everything

Nothing has changed

You offered me friendship

Yet nothing is different

I've counted all the days

For how much it was that you are not worthy of an inch of me

You claimed you know me

No you don't

I don't claim to know you

Cos' I don't anymore

Neither do I want to

If there even ever will be a next time

I will not be there

Love, friendship, trust

Whatever bullshit life has to offer

It's just hard to come by these days