Anger On Me

Party night

The dance floor

People all around me

At the birthday party

Yeah, I'm at the party

Hey, what's your name?

We did this conversation that lasted throughout the night

How enchanted it was to meet you

How we played 20 questions all night

How we danced all night

How this same old tired lonely place becomes new

Text messages and phone calls ain't gonna cut it

Wondering when I'll see you again

Day to day till 2 a.m.

Doesn't matter where you are

Right now it's just me and you

The promises we made

Were meant to be real

Because you and I were real

And when only time can tell

Somebody's gotta make a move

It didn't happen

You were gone

I wondered where you went

All those days waiting

Wishing you will again turn up at my door

I moved on

You came back

You called me back

You texted me back

We meet again at the same old place

I utter the words

"I'm with someone else"

Now the anger is on me

I'm sorry, you were gone

I would wish to love you again

Someday

But I'm gone in you too soon

All those years have gone

But your anger is on me

Now I'm at the party again

Yeah, I'm at the party

Until Time Has Come For Me

I really do not know 

What I am feeling right now in my heart

The very first time I saw you

To see you watch yourself through my eyes

I am stunned,

I grew silent,

This heart beats without purpose

Without a doubt, I would never want this to end

At that minute

When I knew that you were going away

Please let me have this chance

to let me wait for you always

And when that time comes

I would whisper "be mine"

I always wanted you to know

How much I love you

I will wait for you

Until the day you will come back for me

Give me your love

and your care

Place your trust in me

I will take care of you

For all of time

Until time has come for me

I will give you my love

and my care

Will place my trust in you

I will take care of you

For all of time

Until time has come for me

What am I to do now?

How am I to utter these words?

I can't help it

This feeling I had in my heart

Baby, just wait for me until I do

It's Hard to Come by These Days

You and me

Together we were like everything

I am always what you wanted

You are always what I wanted

Every day was like a bright day

No matter what day the weather was

You light up my life

I felt like you are the only one for me

I may be wrong in some way

Defer to my own judgment

I trusted what I feel and what I do

But I was wrong

You got me blinded

I never saw who you really are

It's only sad for me to learn it the hard way

Cos' you never really care about what I feel

or what I think

or what I need

Everything

Nothing has changed

You offered me friendship

Yet nothing is different

I've counted all the days

For how much it was that you are not worthy of an inch of me

You claimed you know me

No you don't

I don't claim to know you

Cos' I don't anymore

Neither do I want to

If there even ever will be a next time

I will not be there

Love, friendship, trust

Whatever bullshit life has to offer

It's just hard to come by these days

For My Ignorance

Life has started anew

But yeah, it's just too different compared to the usual life I used to have

The most obvious is the weather, the classes, the people

And you

Felt like a curious cat

As our college times were just a one eye contact

Followed by assumptions of who you are

Covering the one defining who you really are

Your beauty created the very first assumption

You are an Anti-Guy and gave rejection

Your personality created another first assumption

Perhaps the true first assumption

My curiosity defined you slowly, babe

The old flame overshadowed me at one moment

You were lost in my eyes, lost to my ignorance

Left my room to deal with the bullsh*t

Only to let it finally open my eyes at the very last minute

Half-a-minute later, I remembered you

We became different together

But that results us being two very different individuals

Seeking to know one another

We only cared because we were friends

I cared, I know, I think of you

Taylor showed me how enchanted it was to meet you

I took your rejection well

But I remembered how I cared

I'll try to always be there for you

I will be your friend

I still don't dare to say if I had fallen for you

but for my ignorance...

I just think you are the start of something good